A new thought arises and I will share. I have my own business, it's something small, it supports me and gives me to buy my things and pay my bills, and I drink and eat well every day. Now I imagine and ask you to imagine me winning, my noble, if I won the first place of this CardsChat $5000 Celebration freeroll, I would buy a present for my daughter, I would take the family to dinner, I would take my wife to the movies, I'll do my best to win this tournament, I will not be afraid to go allin in final position with QQ, KK, AA, and if I fall, lose, I'll thank you God for the opportunity to have played, thank CardsChat. More friends I wish to win, I want to win, I wish to win a lot. To improve my life by playing poker and showing my friends and relatives that I am not just a dreamer but a dreammaker. I have faith that I'm going to have a big tournament, I'm going to face big players, and when it comes time to steal a blind with mediocre cards I will not be afraid, because that's part of poker. Some people may think I'm talking nonsense, but that's my thinking at the moment, I want to evolve.