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Yeah, im done. I'm just not feeling it anymore.
Just played in a $4 rush SNG, took commanding lead early on and I didnt even get excited about it. Of course, I busted out but that was my own doing with 3 bet shoving light for the LOLz.
Im giving up online poker. I had many hopes and dreams when i first started playing and I have to face the fact that I'll never be anyone in this game, nor will I ever accomplish anything.
Im also wondering if it's even worth me posting on here anymore. I have nothing to offer this community.
Meh, I'm over it now.
I think the best thing to do is just give up entirely. I've got like $6 bucks in my FTP account and $10 in my PS, so I'll just play MTTs until I lose it all.
Who knows, maybe i'll win one. BAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Whatever. I'll probably try my best, but i have a feeling that those efforts wont be worth it.
After that, I'll just remove all poker programs and be done with things. I've thrown away at least $3K+ playing online poker. Not a lot by any means, but I'm mostly played $1-$3 MTTs. I've had a number of cash finishes, but nothing solid and not enough to put me in the black or too keep me going. I cant imagine how many hours I've wasted trying to accomplish this impossible task of mine. And in the end, I have nothing to show for it.
Winners never quit and quitters never win. I don't want to be that idiot that never wins and never quits.
3, almost 4 years of playing and having nothing to show for it is far too long. In fact, I'll probably make more money in the long run by quitting now than I would if I continued.
...I'll probably stick around on CC though, for whatever reason.
Ugh did well tonight went deep in a few but no final tables....
FT 32k GTD Rush Rebuy: 106/1785
FT 10k GTD Early Antes: 39/865
Ultimatebet 5k GTD 15$ Rebuy: Still playing 2/19
So close yet so far from a possible 3 final tables in one night
1 is fine though...when I make it