I'm definitely a losing player as I've probably blown $20k plus online over the last 15 years or so, but in MTTs where as we know, variance will crush you every time. Do I love to play? Hell yes. Do I believe I'd be a winning player in cash games with the right BR management in micro stakes? Also yes. Do I have time to play most weeks? Barely. That's why I play MTTs. While I consider myself a better player than most, I surely have leaks in my game, but not the time to study it well enough to close the gaps I have at this time. In short, I'm a losing player and will continue to play for the love of the game, and smile proudly when I do win online. I'll also play live MTTs whenever I can afford to do so because while it's even rarer that I have time to do so, I usually do pretty well when playing live, but I simply can't justify playing so regularly live with my other obligations to consider doing it on a weekly, let alone monthly basis.
Regards,
Your friendly neighborhood yuppie.