Those "thoughts", as dark as they may first appear ....are unfortunately a natural mental chess game, common to most at some point.
Very little to do with poker, money or
gambling ....but a war within ones entangled mind, where memories and dreams fight to the death....in search for an alternate, future reality.
Yes, this battle often ends in a stale mate, where casualties of consciousness are in constant supply......however it's also....In the same dark battle rooms where powers are gained and heroes are made, the recipe for legacy your only prize..
and the thoughts alone are not the defining conclusion but just your first 4 dealt plo cards, anything can happen , just breath and wait for the flop.