Never in a million years, I have never lost more than I am willing to lose, so suicide is the furthest from my mind.
Murder on the other hand is another subject, especially when I go out with Pocket Aces in my hand, when some idiot goes all-in with a 7/9 off suit and makes two pair, but hey! That's Poker! It happens.
If you ever feel suicidal, about anything in life, take a step back and think about all the other people in the World who are worse off than you, and ask yourself would it solve anything, is it worth putting your family through all the pain and heartache, they would feel, you are not going to be around to see it, so would you achieve anything?
No matter what happens to you, it is never any reason to consider taking your own life, "No man is an Island" and whatever you do has consequences, and effects so many other people around you, some you may not even realise.
If you lose your Girlfriend to someone else, She isn't worth it, and there are plenty more fish in the sea, Being bullied in life, rise above it, because if you died they only move on to someone else, so it doesn't solve anything.
I have lost so much over the years, My Parents, Some of my dearest Friends, even lost a Son back in 2000, and no matter how low I felt, no matter how much pain I felt, I always asked myself what they would do? Would it bring them back?
NO! it wouldn't, I would certainly consider exchanging my life for theirs and give my life up to bring them back, but we all know that ain't going to happen. So we carry on and carry their memories deep within our Hearts, hoping one day we will meet again, in a better place.
When the fun Stops, STOP!
(just don't give up)
