I played many years before joining CardsChat, mostly offline. Then, when I came online played intensely for a while, on and off. Eventually, I was kind of forced online and decided to learn as much as I could and at some point joined Cardschat. But after a while, my health deteriorated again and I stopped again, then during COVID things were just nuts online and I lost interest altogether.
I only recently returned - but nonetheless, say or think what you will, I didn't intend for a debate/argument, I don't pretend to be a professional, nor do I even want to be, I'm just a hobbyist I guess, but I do like to be the best I can be all the same.
I was simply expressing my own experience - and it's been happening since I started playing in 1992 - it's subjective - it might not be yours, but it IS mine. Don't mean to upset anyone - sheesh.
And, the username 'Tinawaka' was created when when I was last playing. Many years before that I played under different names, but I never did really like playing online so always ended up returning to the casino, forgetting stuff like logins, blah, blah, and starting again each time. I only returned to online after a stroke - that's when I created the accounts as Tinawaka. So you are not really getting the entire picture anyway.
Is this really a competition? Why am I being challenged for expressing my own personal 'feelings'. I'm not saying that it's anyone else's; I'm not saying that the game is rigged, I'm not saying anything other than I feel like an unlucky player and that I understood how the original posted 'felt'.
Friends and family who have played with me throughout the years have seen the same things as I have described and we laugh about it, we joke about it.
Just tonight, I raised 88, get re-raised, called. Totally rag flop but I hit the 8 so had trip 8's; bet pot. Opponent who has A9d and no hits reraises me allin. My daughter groaned (jokingly) and we both laughed because we KNEW what was going to happen - sure enough - turn and river show diamond diamond!!! I would make more money betting on the outcome when I am favourite (that I'll get rivered) than I do on poker. I'm not even complaining! I accept it - it's just the way things are - it's just me, so I'm sorry I said anything - OK, are we cool now?