For example: I have $200 bankroll. I play $1.50 games and I make the money about 50% of the time. I might go on a losing streak of about 3 games. Instead of taking a break, I buy into a tournament of $3.50. I might win a couple here and there, but then I might lose two in a row. Then I start buying into tournaments due to the fact I want to chase my loses.
Does this form of tilting happen to anyone else, or is it just me??
No, it happened to me on my first winning streak. I panicked and cashed everything out before busting my money.
I didn't care much for actual poker playing, I was curious about raw probabilities at the time so I made a 50$ deposit at PokerRoom and proceeded to get into 5$ single table sit n go tourneys.
All I did (ever) was go all-in preflop with AA, KK, QQ, JJ, 1010 and AK. I folded everything else without a second thought until heads up.
This experiment quadrupled my
bankroll in a matter of days. I kept doing this for a month every night, flirting along with variance, then I opened up my play just a bit and started actually getting into strategy and everything. I was now actually interested in poker, but my perspective of the game was skewed.
Half of my BR went up in smoke in like a week. I went back to SNGs thinking I was going to revert back to my "all-in or nothing" scheme with 10$ tourneys this time, but lost even more to my extreme displeasure. This is what you and I both did that is killing our game. Playing on tilt.
Confused, I cashed out my earnings and didn't play for months until I joined
party poker, but I never got to be a "winning" player again. Because I was scared of losing again.
Truth is, I was a fish and just minimized the chances to get caught because I always went all or nothing on premium hands, securely playing low-stakes tournaments, so never putting my actual bankroll out there.
When the game of poker started catching up with me, I realized I was still a fish so I cashed out and took a break.
Maybe if I stuck in there long enough and reverted back to bullying 5$ tourneys I might've gone back up but I'll never find out and I don't really want to.