mavrulit
Rock Star
Silver Level
Hello girls and boys! I probably won't surprise you with my question, but I'm wondering - do you consider poker to be a serious occupation, a way to earn money, or is it more entertainment?
I'm asking this question because my loved ones think it's all child's play! I don't want to prove anything to them! But I'm a little afraid of my future! Because I have health problems, I can not fully work. I receive disability benefits and don't make much money online as a moderator. Benefits in our country are very small and you can't earn much as a moderator, about 2 dollars a day, but in a good scenario, you basically get 70-80 cents a day.
As you can see, I didn't come into poker for fun! And it's only recently that I've started to get something! I earned my little bonroll from scratch playing freerolls, about $10 in two months! Yes, I agree, the amount is quite small! But before I went constantly in the red, and now in black! And it makes me very happy! But what if it's just temporary success? What if I wasted so much time and effort? What if I move further in the limit and there I go into a deep minus, and time runs out? I'm not afraid of losing money, I'm afraid of losing time! Time I could have spent doing something else...
I love poker very much and do not consider it entertainment. I already wrote here in some posts that when I play in long tournaments, I get damn tired! But I love this activity! but my enthusiasm is not shared by my family, as I wrote above!
You are welcome! Help to understand this situation! How should I proceed?
I'm asking this question because my loved ones think it's all child's play! I don't want to prove anything to them! But I'm a little afraid of my future! Because I have health problems, I can not fully work. I receive disability benefits and don't make much money online as a moderator. Benefits in our country are very small and you can't earn much as a moderator, about 2 dollars a day, but in a good scenario, you basically get 70-80 cents a day.
As you can see, I didn't come into poker for fun! And it's only recently that I've started to get something! I earned my little bonroll from scratch playing freerolls, about $10 in two months! Yes, I agree, the amount is quite small! But before I went constantly in the red, and now in black! And it makes me very happy! But what if it's just temporary success? What if I wasted so much time and effort? What if I move further in the limit and there I go into a deep minus, and time runs out? I'm not afraid of losing money, I'm afraid of losing time! Time I could have spent doing something else...
I love poker very much and do not consider it entertainment. I already wrote here in some posts that when I play in long tournaments, I get damn tired! But I love this activity! but my enthusiasm is not shared by my family, as I wrote above!
You are welcome! Help to understand this situation! How should I proceed?