Hahaha, pure and simple honesty.I get angry 70% of the time I play
It's wonderful that you've found a balance with your gaming hobby and reached a point of peace with the realization that you don't need to be a pro to enjoy it. Taking breaks and returning to the game when it brings you joy is a healthy approach. Not everyone finds that balance, and it's great that you've cultivated a mindset that prioritizes enjoyment over external expectations.If I didn't enjoy it I most likely wouldn't play it. Over the years I learned that I'll never be a pro (which seemed like a beautiful dream when I was younger) and I'm at peace with that. Now I don't have a problem to walk away from the game for longer periods of time and just get back into it whenever I feel like it.
I really don't understand people who do things they don't like doing. (apart from maybe a daily job to well survive)
If I am on a bad streak, the odd insult but of relief, nothing more hahahahahaI get angry 70% of the time I play