Not sure if you feel this but I will offer an issue I noticed I had when trying to reach a goal.
When I felt I was making great progress, I felt pressure while playing to maintain that momentum. This affected my decision making in hands because I was afraid to bust out and lose my momentum. This additional stress just further caused me to not make optimal decisions and adversely affected my results which then snowballed.
Once I became aware of my self sabotage, I was able to correct my thinking and have better results.
That's what happened to me. I was on a good winning streak and getting in the money about 5 out of 8 tourneys so I was making 20-40 a tourney and a few final table finishes.
Came in 8th, 7th, and 2nd in 5.50 tourneys.
then I looked at my bankroll and said wow im running well I should take advantage then I
had a bad run(lost about 4 buy ins) I went on a complete downward spiral afraid to lose
anymore so I was playing my hands too passive and over thinking my decisions. A few bad beats and then I went on full tilt and that was it.
When I woke up the next morning I thought it was a dream until logged in and saw I only
had $70 left in my account. I have been very depressed and feel like im in a complete fog
now.
I am afraid to play anymore because of how I feel.
Maybe its a good ideal to take a break.
It is a terrible feeling knowing that I just squandered that much money.
Makes me feel like I should never play again but I love playing poker.
And dropping down to 2nl seems to me like it will take along time to get back to where I was.
I know you guys hear this all the time.
Any advice would be helpful.
Thanks.