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puntr
Rising Star
Bronze Level
So my local runs a 25p/25p($1.25/$1.25) game that I attend regualarly with min buy of 1000p($50) and capped at 5000p($250).
im going to go over the two hands I played which led me to a very bad decision..
I defend the big blind with 5♥️6♥️ from MP2 open of 100
Flop 3♦️4♠️7♣️
with 2400 in my stack and he bets 100p into 250p.
I raise to 350 and he just jams (He covered my 2400p) and I snap call. I ask him if he wants to run twice and he says no...
Turn 3♦️4♠️7♣️T♦️
River 3♦️4♠️7♣️T♦️2♦️
Villain J♦️5♦️
and everyone just starts needling me. Usually this doesn't effect me much but I have been running so bad these last two weeks so naturally I just wanted to leave but I held my seat.
An orbit or two later later I pick up A♦️A♠️(2500p) on the button and squeeze after two limps(25p) to 200p and get 4 callers ........
Flop J♦️J♥️9♠️
It checks to me and I Cbet 400p and get two callers.
turn J♦️J♥️9♠️2♣️
It checks t me again and I Elect to check back.
River J♦️J♥️9♠️2♣️9♦️
BB checks and cut off goes all in for my whole stack overeating the pot.
After a long tank I just sigh fold knowing this old man never bluffs and the BB folds and of course he rolls over 8♥️9♣️.
so I take my stack and like an donkey I go to the roulette table and put it all on black of course I lose. For whatever reason I take my third buy in(2500p) and put it all on black again and what would you know it comes green !!!!
What are your tips for surviving tilt and not being such a degenerate. It just seems everything has been going wrong for these past few weeks its like I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I used to have a really bad gambling problem and it feels like im starting to relapse to my old ways. How do you stop yourself from impulsive bets while you are emotional. although it seems like not a lot 7500p(375$) is a big portion of my monthly salary (35%) and about 20% of my bankroll which I have been building for the last two years. I am not a professional player by any means but it feels like I'm making all the right decisions and still getting destroyed. Sorry for the long thread just feel really bad right now and don't have anyone to vent to...
Thanks,
Puntr
im going to go over the two hands I played which led me to a very bad decision..
I defend the big blind with 5♥️6♥️ from MP2 open of 100
Flop 3♦️4♠️7♣️
with 2400 in my stack and he bets 100p into 250p.
I raise to 350 and he just jams (He covered my 2400p) and I snap call. I ask him if he wants to run twice and he says no...
Turn 3♦️4♠️7♣️T♦️
River 3♦️4♠️7♣️T♦️2♦️
Villain J♦️5♦️
and everyone just starts needling me. Usually this doesn't effect me much but I have been running so bad these last two weeks so naturally I just wanted to leave but I held my seat.
An orbit or two later later I pick up A♦️A♠️(2500p) on the button and squeeze after two limps(25p) to 200p and get 4 callers ........
Flop J♦️J♥️9♠️
It checks to me and I Cbet 400p and get two callers.
turn J♦️J♥️9♠️2♣️
It checks t me again and I Elect to check back.
River J♦️J♥️9♠️2♣️9♦️
BB checks and cut off goes all in for my whole stack overeating the pot.
After a long tank I just sigh fold knowing this old man never bluffs and the BB folds and of course he rolls over 8♥️9♣️.
so I take my stack and like an donkey I go to the roulette table and put it all on black of course I lose. For whatever reason I take my third buy in(2500p) and put it all on black again and what would you know it comes green !!!!
What are your tips for surviving tilt and not being such a degenerate. It just seems everything has been going wrong for these past few weeks its like I can't see the light at the end of the tunnel. I used to have a really bad gambling problem and it feels like im starting to relapse to my old ways. How do you stop yourself from impulsive bets while you are emotional. although it seems like not a lot 7500p(375$) is a big portion of my monthly salary (35%) and about 20% of my bankroll which I have been building for the last two years. I am not a professional player by any means but it feels like I'm making all the right decisions and still getting destroyed. Sorry for the long thread just feel really bad right now and don't have anyone to vent to...
Thanks,
Puntr
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