It's an even playing field, it's just as hard for your opponents, unless they're cheating, so if it's hard for you, then it's hard for others also.
When you have passion for something, everything is easy. Everything is possible. Someone who has passion for poker doesnt mind spending a year or two learning about it and then playing.
You should rethink if your game is correct, if so, you are going through negative variance and if everything remains the same, ... withdraw a time, is the best option:joyman:
Poker the only game that you can do everything right and still loose
Why Poker so hard to win?