InnerForce
Enthusiast
Silver Level
I've made more than $1.000 playing poker in less than a month but i am slot degenerate addict, so when i won money i play slots and lose em all 😭
Btw i am not only playing slots online, i mostly play in land based casinos and i am more than $4.000 in debt because of stupid slots. (please note my monthly wage is about $450-500 because i live in small Eastern European country)
If i only just played poker i would cashed out $1.000 and at least i would have payed my credit card.
i play on GGPoker mostly and there is option to block live casino and casino games and i am not doing it because i hope i can win big fast money without sweating.
I dont know what to do i am feeling that i betrayed myself and the game of poker in which i am very passionate.
I work in small casino (slot club) as a cashier and when someone loses big amount of money i am advicing them to learn and play poker instead of slots (i guess i am ambassador of the game 😀) but i am negating myself when i can't control myself to not play slots.
Btw i started playing poker about 7 years ago when i was searching on google for games of luck that are more dependant on skill (at that time i was waking up and going to bed just for poker, even tho i am winning more money playing poker now for me my biggest achievement is from that age when i won and finished two times third and once 12th place in freerolls in the same night 4/4 ITM), at that time i was addicted to slots but poker helped me to not play slots for few years and even i looked at people playing slots as no brainers but now its different story (I've won as a joke $3.000 on slots with just $2 few months ago and that messed up my brain) because i play slots to win big money and pay my debt.
I lost my last $26 in GGPoker 1 hour ago playing slots instead of poker and i feel that there is not hope for me.
Btw i am not only playing slots online, i mostly play in land based casinos and i am more than $4.000 in debt because of stupid slots. (please note my monthly wage is about $450-500 because i live in small Eastern European country)
If i only just played poker i would cashed out $1.000 and at least i would have payed my credit card.
i play on GGPoker mostly and there is option to block live casino and casino games and i am not doing it because i hope i can win big fast money without sweating.
I dont know what to do i am feeling that i betrayed myself and the game of poker in which i am very passionate.
I work in small casino (slot club) as a cashier and when someone loses big amount of money i am advicing them to learn and play poker instead of slots (i guess i am ambassador of the game 😀) but i am negating myself when i can't control myself to not play slots.
Btw i started playing poker about 7 years ago when i was searching on google for games of luck that are more dependant on skill (at that time i was waking up and going to bed just for poker, even tho i am winning more money playing poker now for me my biggest achievement is from that age when i won and finished two times third and once 12th place in freerolls in the same night 4/4 ITM), at that time i was addicted to slots but poker helped me to not play slots for few years and even i looked at people playing slots as no brainers but now its different story (I've won as a joke $3.000 on slots with just $2 few months ago and that messed up my brain) because i play slots to win big money and pay my debt.
I lost my last $26 in GGPoker 1 hour ago playing slots instead of poker and i feel that there is not hope for me.