It sounds like you had quite an adventurous start to your poker journey at pokerstars. Those ticket-awarding weekend games must have been a unique experience and added an extra layer of excitement to your early poker days.In my first month of playing poker i was involved to play many games at pokerstars as holdem, omaha, stud or razz, where you could win a ticket for weekend game. It wasn't easy for me so as i remember i didn't win any money for first month. Nowadays there is no tournaments like they. That's the shame they gave a lot of fun and experience with that kind of games.
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I won $114.00 my very first day playing online. It was a $1 mtt (The Ferguson on Fulltilt - I placed 2nd of ~900 entrants)Unless they get very very lucky 99.99% of poker players will lose in their first month and even if they do
get lucky don't worry, it won't last.