I often thought the same as you.
It happened to me in MTT that started very well at the beginning, and then the cards did not come and they left me and the blinds left me as you say and I did not know how to deal with the situation.
It was also very structured. I only played with good
hands and especially very high ones.
When I began to see many
poker strategy sites, and I began to see videos about the game live and online, I began to play hands that out there you can consider garbage. For example a 67s or hands like that, depending on the position you are in. I started to make 3 bets or reraise depending on the credibility I had at the table, and so I started to defend those blinds that I lost as I played before.
With this I want to tell you that I improved my game considerably. Today, for example, I could tell you that I hardly have any problems with bubbles. There are very few tournaments that do not enter the bubble with a good stack, logically considering tournaments that you get to be in that situation.
Before, it even cost me a lot to even play a bubble with good cards. I was very afraid of losing the prize or not entering it. Today it doesn't happen to me anymore, where I smell fear of some opponent to enter the prize, that's where I act.
All this you only learn as I told you, watching poker, studying strategies, the course of the Cardschat guys, although I haven't finished it yet, at least the first 10 classes helped me a lot. For example, before I did not give much importance to the range according to the bets, positions and situation of the opponent in the MTT. Today estimating my opponent's range helped me a lot in a situation where I was going all in to call or fold.
To give you an example, before in the KO tournaments and I, for example, had a medium stack and another with a lower stack than mine went all in, and I had in hand assuming a JJ, it was very difficult for me to pay. I already imagined the opponent with AA or KK and in general he folded. Today according to my position, according to the position and situation of the opponent, I observe and if it is convenient in general I pay. I am not going to tell you that in 100% of the situations I am in a better position than the villain, but in general it gives me a large percentage of the time that I am in a greater
equity. Then you saw how this is, luck, even though I am in a better equity position than him, must also be taken into account. But in the law of possibilities, this learning has given me very good returns in the long run.
Regarding the cruelty of poker, at least I don't take it that way. For me it is a game, where you can win and you can lose like any game.
Referring to cruelty, I sympathize with you brother because we see the war news in your country, that is truly cruel. We in
argentina also lived in 1982 a stupid war in which many innocent people died and we know what it is about.
Our solidarity with the Ukrainian brothers for the difficult moment they are experiencing, as well as the Russian brothers who are experiencing a similar situation.
It still seems unbelievable to me that at this point in life humanity has not learned that wars are useless. Just to create more hunger and death.
A big hug brother. Charles from Argentina