Playing a satellite freeroll is not the same as playing with your own money, many times when we play freerolls we have a little more freedom to play, you make bets that you wouldn't make in cash tournaments and that type of things, you are only investing time and knowledge, When you play with your money you surely feel a little more pressure because you are playing with your money which you do not want to lose and logically you want to make profits, in short the pressure to not lose your money makes you make mistakes, which makes you not take risks and play with fear, it doesn't happen to everyone but for some people it is like that