LAMENTATION
PERSONAL, my mourning here is simple and has nothing to do with a bad or something. Spend a month playing many days, rarely entering ICM, studying a lot, doing a lot of trial adjustments to be falling in flips, taking 80% to 20% or finding direct AA ahead gives an endless sorrow, nor know how to describe. I played 4 SCOOP tournaments and ****ed me in all of the different ways, always with that great feeling that will not have to work. That will not give anything right. This past month has been terrible in the league, when I open foldo AQ UTG for the allin the guy shows a A9, A10 call when I give the guy loose opened up all ta KK. It's a big hell transformed card game, a general pandemonium.
Does anyone else have this feeling? I had good results at the beginning of the year, some good results last year, but this kind of situation and the search for adjustments and ineffective study has left me very sad and serious thought to stop playing. It was something to try to help a little bit in the money with the work. It has worn me. Maybe sit & go play more and less MTTs which are long and very hurt when we play for a lot of hours without result.
Hugs