I am definetely not a winning player, although I make a few ITMs while playing. I am trying to improve my game and offcourse I hope to hit the jackpot someday and winn a WCOOP evento for 1 million dollars. But that's not why I play poker.. I play poker because I like the game, I like to think about what are my chances of winning a hand, what vilain might have, what can I do to represent a bigger hand or a smaller hand.. I play because I like it, and I try to maintain my bankroll for a while, and when I go broke, once or twice in an year I cash in 10 bucks to play a bit more..
I don't feel an idiot cashing in for another guy who plays better than me (or not) get my 10 cents of that tournament etc.. It's fun and I like it, and that's what it's all about to me..
For instance, I see many players here wanting to join the FRC because of the prize, because of the league etc.. I just want it because on that exclusive games, you'll play against the best in the site and frequently play against one or other player almost gaining a friendship with those ones.. so, that's what it's all about! When you play for the money itself, you will eventually go broke and loose even more money trying to get it back