Greetings. I apologize in advance for using the translator. It is important to understand that playing poker, like any other, requires certain knowledge. If you are talking about motivation, then you are experiencing specific emotions when playing. This is totally normal. We all want to achieve results in this or that business. I have to ask myself, what do I want to get out of playing poker? As entertainment, or maybe it's an alternative income, or maybe it's new interesting acquaintances. I understand that now you are describing a specific situation and in order to answer your question, I think you need to look at it more broadly. You can turn to the logical chain: why does motivation suffer? Because we are losing. What do you need to start winning? You need to train and accumulate your knowledge. In poker, there is such a thing as luck, but this is not the main component. Mastering the theory is extremely useful. Then put it into practice and not necessarily do it when playing for money. You can also hone your skills with play chips. I agree that there is not so much excitement in playing for chips, but this has its advantages - for example, you will not experience a loss of motivation so much. Personally, I motivate myself with my results. The more I master the theory, the better my game becomes. In practice, this is an axiom. And most importantly, the more knowledge you acquire, the more interesting it becomes, and accordingly, you become more motivated. I wish you success both in the game and outside it. Who seeks will always find.