What ever you want to call it, doesn't change the fact that it is not good. Might try some SnG micro-stakes to see if those hold your interest. I went through the same thing, came to the conclusion it was a waste of time. It bothered me to play well, lose focus and then fail.
Played shorter fields of short table, 6 person and was done after one game, regardless of the outcome. Then BR was growing, was more focused and that worked for me. I'd figure out what it will take to change the attitude about playing or take some time away for awhile. Good luck on what works. Please post the results and what you did to overcome this.
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