I hate being the bubble boy because there are so many emotions, im mad because i would have been happy to cash, im sad cause was so close, and it makes me want to put more money on or spend more of what i have.
Just have to turn the page and go on. Except if I've made a stupid play which cost me making the cash. Most times if I'm nearing the bubble, I play ultra conservatively and get my chips in when I feel certain I have the best hand. Like always, there is nothing I can do about being outdrawn.
I've never been "bubble boy/girl'! I burst through the bubble 3 times now, & I do know how frustrating it is to come so close & lose it after so much time has been invested! Good luck with your anger...look upon each experience as a learning curve...something to beat 'next time'!
It's horrible when it happens in big MTTs, you might have been playing for hours and then bust out with nothing to show for it... but then I'd say the feeling is almost the same if you bust out in the micro payouts and earn like $2 for 4 or 5 hours of play.
Actually I hate poker, I'm never playing another tournament ever again.