Moved up to 5NL and played 7k hands in total.
As I was afraid of , first 1000 hands I lost 6 buy ins, first 3 was coolerific and another 3 mostly my own fault.
Then I slowly went into degen mode after another 1k hands of shitty attrition going nowhere fast losing another 2 buyins. Well I wasn't really in the mad tilt type and open shoving shit (never) but I was betting in WAY more scare cards on turn (Aces, Kings, 4 to straight, etc) vs anyone with reggy stats . Sick of checking back a lot of bricked turns and look weak. Also started stealing from button 50+%.
I persisted and was actually almost BE after 4k hands. Getting paid off a bit better for made hands and redline actually stayed relatively flat till end of session
In the end, still down 5 buy ins (EV) so lol but certainly better than -8 BI.
Think for now i'll pin this on higher variance play and push on.
Didn't come equipped with 110 BIs for nothing
Most fun I had with NLHE in a while