Sounds like sound advice from lots of contributors here, but it comes down to how much to you "want it?" You have to put in the time, reading, asking questions, playing, analyzing, getting opinions, talking things out, seeking a buddy to shadow you and give you feedback and much more.
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Contact me at my email (firstname.lastname@example.org) and lets' set this up for this week. Al