WARNING: I've never been so ashamed...
I really haven't. I've never been so ashamed at the Poker tables.
I've had a good weekend, won a couple of tournaments and was up a fair fair wad of cash. I'd started with $10 on Saturday, and as of Monday morning I was up to $254. I was on a high.
Last night, I went out to Celebrate the passing of my driving test and got a little, no...a LOT drunk.
Upon returning home, I decided to log on to Poker stars
and enter a tournament. It was a $3 SNG.
I'd got down to the last 11 (payed to 7th), and surprisingly whilst being rather merry was playing some good poker. Then disaster struck.
I was in the SB (I remember it clearly) and the tabled folded around to the Dealer Button who raised all in (Clearly stealing). I called him with my AT to see his 86os.
Flop was 8-3-3
And with that, I absolutely blew my lid. Now usually, I just brush these things off and play on. But being drunk, I flipped...and I went on the worst streak I've ever been on and it was purely down to drunken frustration. I lost around $150 in a cash game, then lost another $34 in an heads up SNG then donked another $16 away in a 9 man SNG. I've never been so distraught with myself. I feel like a piece of shit. I know better, I let myself get so f'ckin drunk and I played like a friggin retard. What makes it so devastating is that I've been playing really good Poker of late. I won $400 in a live tournament on Monday night (Some relief at least). And I was trying to build my bankroll so that I could eventually enter either the $1050 Sunday Million again or the $2600 WCOOP in September. I was doing well with the $250 too. Now, I'm down to $2 and I'm devastated, I've only got myself to blame. I'll have to start all over again now. I'm going to keep this thread updated and build my bankroll all over again in a bid to enter the WCOOP in September.
Cheers guys, please take this as a warning if any of you are as dumb as me