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LukeSilver
Rock Star
Silver Level
so I have been in this situation 3 times before and it has ended the same way every time so I am hoping it can again. That is a lot been wrong with my life and finances been iffy and turning to online poker to try and save myself.
we all know about the time I won $20000 and not sure if others know about the $4800 win and few smaller wins combined together to equal a nice pay day.
currently i am in a long distance relationship with a girl I really care about and the distance is putting a strain on things. add to that that her ex who never treated her right and has been horrible to her is trying to win her back and i want to move to her but dont have the funds and feel her life will be bad if i don't. I really care about her I am in debt and jobless. i had $200s or there abouts from when full tilt had gone bust and come back i hadnt been playing poker in a while.
i won a bit but lost it all trying to play cash i guess im not that good at cash or it to swingy and requires more bank roll management i dont know so i deposited $50 online and one thing led to another and I am now standing currently at $789 which is running nice i guess but still not enough to get myself out of the situation i need to win more. i must be patient and use proper bank roll management possibly breaking the rules slightly to take shots at profitable tournaments. we all know the sunday millions 7th aniversary is coming up and every time that is full of fish so i might play it. see where my bank roll is then. I was up to $850 when the day started and I am done for the day so yeah its been a bad day but then the two days before had been nice and a few days before that i guess its variance and you cant win all the time.
im hoping to pass $1000 by the end of sunday though I am aware its not likely i will do this i think getting back to 850 or possibly $900 is more realistic but thats what id like to achieve anyway.
im saving up points which i will use to gamble. I think i will pull it off this time again I have had a few deep tourny runs made two big mistakes that chucked two tourneys away and just had bad luck in another one but things go right and i see another final table coming up.
I watched a few videos of the final table of the sunday millions and realised there is a clear gap between me and them sure i can take average and bad players apart in small stakes but not sure about my ability against the better players out there. it gives me an edge in the earlier stages but realisitcly i am relying on luck in the later stages.
I have learned a few things though and have noticed by watching the sunday million final tables i learned a few differing moves from my norms and have tried them out to see that they really work well.
I am hoping for a big one maybe this time it will be a slow grind upwards ill report daily as things go but am done for today.
we all know about the time I won $20000 and not sure if others know about the $4800 win and few smaller wins combined together to equal a nice pay day.
currently i am in a long distance relationship with a girl I really care about and the distance is putting a strain on things. add to that that her ex who never treated her right and has been horrible to her is trying to win her back and i want to move to her but dont have the funds and feel her life will be bad if i don't. I really care about her I am in debt and jobless. i had $200s or there abouts from when full tilt had gone bust and come back i hadnt been playing poker in a while.
i won a bit but lost it all trying to play cash i guess im not that good at cash or it to swingy and requires more bank roll management i dont know so i deposited $50 online and one thing led to another and I am now standing currently at $789 which is running nice i guess but still not enough to get myself out of the situation i need to win more. i must be patient and use proper bank roll management possibly breaking the rules slightly to take shots at profitable tournaments. we all know the sunday millions 7th aniversary is coming up and every time that is full of fish so i might play it. see where my bank roll is then. I was up to $850 when the day started and I am done for the day so yeah its been a bad day but then the two days before had been nice and a few days before that i guess its variance and you cant win all the time.
im hoping to pass $1000 by the end of sunday though I am aware its not likely i will do this i think getting back to 850 or possibly $900 is more realistic but thats what id like to achieve anyway.
im saving up points which i will use to gamble. I think i will pull it off this time again I have had a few deep tourny runs made two big mistakes that chucked two tourneys away and just had bad luck in another one but things go right and i see another final table coming up.
I watched a few videos of the final table of the sunday millions and realised there is a clear gap between me and them sure i can take average and bad players apart in small stakes but not sure about my ability against the better players out there. it gives me an edge in the earlier stages but realisitcly i am relying on luck in the later stages.
I have learned a few things though and have noticed by watching the sunday million final tables i learned a few differing moves from my norms and have tried them out to see that they really work well.
I am hoping for a big one maybe this time it will be a slow grind upwards ill report daily as things go but am done for today.