This Fish Chums
Visionary
Silver Level
OK, so I've gotten to the point where I almost never get so emotional that I'd consider myself on tilt. Bad beats happen and I just blow them off as variance. However, I recently caught myself and realized I was playing worse (than normal) after taking a really bad beat even though I wasn't emotionally upset. This seemed weird to me because tilt is supposed to be an emotional state and I wasn't being emotional. So how could I be effected harshly by a bad beat (well, OK, several)?
I thought about it long and hard and here's what I think happens. When a bad beat happens the mindset I had was "I should have won that hand". I wasn't emotional, but intellectually I was focused on what I "should have won". The way this was effecting my game is it lead me to thinking "I should win" other hands that maybe were marginal holdings. I was so focused on mentally running through the bad beat that it caused me to think I somehow deserved to win other hands.
I don't know if this has happened to anyone else, but I thought I'd throw it out there in case it will help someone identify a leak when the emotions aren't running high.
I thought about it long and hard and here's what I think happens. When a bad beat happens the mindset I had was "I should have won that hand". I wasn't emotional, but intellectually I was focused on what I "should have won". The way this was effecting my game is it lead me to thinking "I should win" other hands that maybe were marginal holdings. I was so focused on mentally running through the bad beat that it caused me to think I somehow deserved to win other hands.
I don't know if this has happened to anyone else, but I thought I'd throw it out there in case it will help someone identify a leak when the emotions aren't running high.