That is 100% what I have, that being said.. I still would like to think that I have some level of self control and can stick to bankroll management. I feel like if I use BRM it can help with my addiction. I'll admit I get bored at low stakes, and feel like, why am I grinding to win 3$ when I can literally move up stakes and make that in one hand. I have learned though doing that, that no matter how much I move up I will still have that feeling that it isn't enough. Even when I was playing 1000 NL and winning 3K it was still the thought, well I could be playing 10,000 NL or 50,000 NL. and win actual life changing money. So it's not the money, I feel like the money will come when I am profitable. I am trying to establish something deeper than that. I want to prove to myself that I can follow bankroll management and move up stakes the correct way, and actually be profitable rather than just throw money at big games.
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