I found if I didn't tell my wife I went to the casino... I didn't play my A-Game half my mind wasn't in the hand, instead of analzying my player if he's weak or strong, I was thinking damn I should go home before she found out! ... I only did it once and she found out while I was there when I messaged her, I didn't lie to her, I just didn't tell her I was going.. So i'm deadly honest with everything, if you readup theres somewhere it says don't play with monsters in the closet... Well that's it.
Hmmm your not suited to poker and breaking BR management... Hell if your smart enough you could deposit 10 dollars min online... If you go bust use the rest of the week to analyse your game and readup, perhaps you'll turn that next 10 into something more.
Theres really no reason in todays age to use the rent money... Maybe back 20 years ago when there wasn't
online poker and just the casino's ... but this day and age you can avoid these costly mistakes.
Mind you those people who do those bad mistakes... really make someones night who has taken the right steps to move forward with their poker journey