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lukyl
Enthusiast
Silver Level
I have gone from a winning player that I was comfortably living off of for about 2-3 months to losing it all and simply not being able to make it back. During my major downswing where I lost my bankroll, I was playing worse and worse the further I dropped in my bankroll and was playing way too loose calling extremely lite (almost feeling addicted to hero calling) and trying to win any pot I was in with lite 3bet and 4bet shoves when i know for a fact that I'm behind and likely to be called, and refusing to fold big hands when I know I'm beat just because te chances he actually caught this river was slim, but judging by his betting etc. I know I'm behind...
While all this seems like usual donk stuff the problem is I know I'm wrong when I'm in the hand and simply won't listen to myself and this is obviously resulting in a lot of anger towards my self.
Ultimately it feels like I have a problem with success and purposely sabotage my chances at ever being successful with poker. How can I stop this?? What can I do to improve my discipline and change the way I seem to subconsciously hate progress and doing the correct thing.
While all this seems like usual donk stuff the problem is I know I'm wrong when I'm in the hand and simply won't listen to myself and this is obviously resulting in a lot of anger towards my self.
Ultimately it feels like I have a problem with success and purposely sabotage my chances at ever being successful with poker. How can I stop this?? What can I do to improve my discipline and change the way I seem to subconsciously hate progress and doing the correct thing.