Well right now I am enjoying the lack of pressure to play sng's every time I have spare time. I didn't realize what an impact it was having on my life and schedule until I stopped.
On the other hand if it weren't for the rush MTT's and sng's I played this weekend I probably would have been having withdrawals lol.
At any rate - after having a losing month last month and finding myself $500 down halfway through this month something has to change. I am not going to spend 1k a month grinding sng's. So I am taking a break and mulling things over. I will probably experiment a little bit with other formats.
A couple of things are for certain. I would derive little or no pleasure from playing $1 or $2 games. I was also deriving no pleasure from getting crushed at $6.50 and $11 games.
And to me poker is like sex. Why do it if you don't enjoy it? And I find myself unable to give up either lol. (Not that I have tried on the sex mind you hehe).
I had a blast playing the rush games this weekend. I played a couple of mtt's yesterday and had a small cash in one of them. It was all fun. I enjoyed playing poker again for the first time in ages.
So - I will go where I find pleasure.
(I could elaborate on my comparisons - they are flowing in my head but I will be good lol)