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WurlyQ
Visionary
Silver Level
Ahhh, this sounds familiar to me. I think I am doing the same as you, but I am, perhaps, more stuck. I'm not sure I want to play at higher levels, not sure I can be comfortable with the swings esp. in NL. I'm not sure I want to come unstuck.
However, these are not beginner's problems, are they? Beginners just need to learn the basics, how to not spew their tiny bankroll, how to play-- first tight, then adding position and player-plays, the loosening up to take advantage of other's leaks. Learning to use aggression cleverly. It's not a short road, learning poker. And, as one learns, it is a rocky trip. This is a good thread and has much that a smart beginner can use to begin to get a handle on playing the game.
But you, WurlyQ, bring up an interesting point which is, in part, about a player's risk-taking tendencies. It's not too hard, emotionally, for most of us, to blow off a $100 bankroll, or deal with variances playing at the BRM-appropriate levels. It becomes trickier when the bankroll can represent something real and substantial to you -- say, a new CD player, a new car, a house. The money, at higher levels, is, for many, uncomfortable to play with, as we really do not want to risk that much. I've been wondering how Chris Ferguson, in his $0 to $10K challenge, got from the $1000 range to $10K. And I think this may be it, the reason I am having problems moving up, becoming a higher stakes player. Risking the appropriate amount to get ahead is not a problem for him, partly because the amounts are insignificant to him and partly because he is a better player. I am resistant to it. I don't feel comfortable playing at higher levels, even though I have the bankroll for it. Losing 2-10% of my bankroll at lower levels in a couple of days, then winning it back in another few, then up again, down again, is excruciating but comfortable enough when the real money involved is not a painful amount. Once one moves to higher levels, the real amount is-- too real. I don't know, though, if moving up earlier is the answer.
I'm reading The Poker Mindset by Ian Taylor and Matt Hilger, which discussing the necessity of becoming both risk-neutral and desensitizing oneself to money as part of becoming an excellent player. (There are other key points in the book, and it comes at poker playing from the mental angle. It's not about how to play KK, it's about how to control you, so you don't get in the way of becoming a winning player. I am wondering if I can get much further... )
Playing poker seems simple at the beginning, doesn't it?
Well... I'm a huge bankroll nit up until now but I think it's more a result of a lack of confidence to beat the higher limit than a fear of losing the money. I would probably be playing higher in ring if I had more confidence in my skills but the reason why I am such a nit in SnGs is because I think that the maximization of my hourly rate is achieved from playing lower stakes and amping up the number of tables.
You do bring up the "scared money" concept which obviously makes people play less than their A game and is therefore not optimal. This amount is different for everyone but no one should be playing at a limit they are uncomfortable wagering that money.
The reason I bring up the "start out with ring" point actually has nothing to do with bankroll management. In a previous post, I actually state that this should only be for people who can "take the bankroll hit." If you can't then you need to grind out enough money to be able to take the bankroll hit. The reason I say start in ring is twofold:
1. Ring is where the money is at
2. The primary skill involved to beat SnGs is nonexistent in ring
Therefore your ability to learn the concepts to master ring are slowed because you are concentrating your learning on a concept that is inapplicable (ICM push/fold) to ring. Thus, in order to reach the maximum hourly in the shortest amount of time, lots of studying and playing only ring is the optimal path to take.