rifflemao
Pugs Not Drugs
Silver Level
I know without any doubt that casino cash games are no good for me , I have an addiction and cant stop till my momney is gone and the staeks are too high to begin with so my play isn't altered and its not good
You've touched on the whole problem with playing above your bankroll by suggesting that you should alter your game when the stakes are too high. If you can't play your A-game at higher stakes, then you are already on tilt and someone who is properly rolled will notice and take advantage of you. All but the most disciplined players have probably been there, both live and online.
You should tally up your losses and admit that you are not prepared to play at the current stakes. Focus your anger on being a good player, and having better bankroll management. I would drop down to online micros on Bovada, download hand histories, and take notes on your play. You probably have a lot of leaks that you weren't aware of.