sj_pi
Rock Star
Silver Level
1st, were do you want to be in you poker career? Do you play for fun? Do you play to beat a certain game? Do you play to one day become a pro?
IF your "WHY" you play poker is a strong "why" you will be driven to want to play. So figure out why you are really playing
This is close to what I wanted to comment but hesitated thinking that the OP might have just gone on tilt and hasn't taken a breather while on tilt to re-align the focus.