I once had a dream..

Yep, and it filled me with joy. My dream was to go to Shreveport for my birthday this year..as I went to my first Casino on NYE, and have only been to that one since.

I've won a decent amount of money there, only to end up giving it all back. My dream was crushed when I made myself realize I don't have the willpower to quit while I'm ahead..

..and while it's just a birthday trip, and shouldn't matter if I win or lose..I wouldn't want my birthday to end with me as a loser.

So for now, I'm cutting myself off from live play, at least for a couple months, to re-evaluate things, and see if I can pull together the will power to actually leave with some money.

Nobody needs to reply to this, but feel free to. :P

I think taking a break from poker when down is the best thing to do........rest and think about the things going wrong then come back fresh.....