I’ve played a lot over the last 17 years. freerolls beyond the very big tournaments. there are also a good number of successes. But I can't answer the question. And maybe it doesn't matter. After all, 1 serious victory is enough to completely change someone's life. Or going forward in a serious tournament, howl, sweat or even tremble, playing with the best players and fighting on the final table is worth more than most people's tournament wins...
(of course, every victory is a success and a good feeling. And it’s not usually unworthy, but let’s face it, what matters most is what victories we’re talking about.)