I don't pay any attention to how lucky or unlucky I feel I've been (what 'should it have been'?). It's a bad headspace for me (ie. like taking pics. of crazy beats... or where you induce villain to make THEEEEE worst possible play/decision possible but then you lose anyways. Instead, I try to pay myself on the back, letting myself know "Good play bud.. good play".
I can catch myself and was on a string of it not long ago, clicking off screenshots while attempting to play low & micro MTT's 'again'... when in actual fact I should keep reminding myself how fortunate we are that there are still so many players unwilling (or unable) to work on their games.
How unlucky am I? Meh.. who cares (well... nobody, lol). And honestly, I'm VERY LUCKY... I can sit at home in my office, with a fan blowing a nice cool breeze in my face, while I look at my 2x 24" Dell Ultrasharp screens, able to load them both up FULL with games/tables at the click of a mouse. And I can do this for as long as I can keep myself motivated. Others are struggling immensely during this pandemic. Me.. not so much. (I just need to get lucky now & start winning LOL.. jk)