fishfood80
Rock Star
Silver Level
Hey guys I haven't posted anything in a while. Been trying to work through the loss of my oldest son. He was only 25 and it is really killing me. I have been going through grief counseling and getting help in every aspect of this tragedy but this one. He was not only my son but my closest sounding board on our poker endeavours. His dream was to win a wsop bracelet and I know he would have. He had such a passion for the game. We were each others go to to discuss hand histories, strategy, and just to vent about sessions. I guess my question is how do you go back to the felt after losing someone who was not only your son but who you think about everytime your at the table. I mean I haven't played since he passed and we're having a memorial game tomorrow in his honor and I don't know if I can do it. Any help please!@