Yikes, that's one hell of a cold deck. Unlucky my dude!
When I first started playing poker I used to take my whole bankroll to the table and kept moving up with 1 buyin. I was running pretty hot and the games were very soft back then.
So I started at 50NL and eventually managed to play 1000NL
Folded to me in the SB with JJ, I had around 130BBs and the BB had me covered slightly.
I raised and he called. Flop was 2 low cards and a Jack, I Cbet, villain raised, I 3bet, villain 4bet, I 5bet jammed villain called.
He showed me QJ off-suit with no draw.
Well the turn and river wasn't too kind to me, and to say the least, I was emotionally destroyed.
However I am always trying to looking on the bright side and without this pot I would never of taken BRM seriously and understood the variance of the game.
I hope you learnt something similar in your bad beat, as it will make you stronger in the future