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Gr1ndah
Rising Star
Bronze Level
Hi guys,
I will do a introduction right after the post but I came in first place for one question and see there are a lot of more topics to stay here So let's get started with my question
As the title says I obviously have a tilting issue and didn't know who to ask for the best advice. Although I saw a lot of videos I am constantly coming back realizing that I did not solve the issue.
From 2013 to 2018 I wasn't playing much online (mostly tournaments) and had just the typical beginner downswing to 1,5k. When a friend became really good and started to grind as a stacked player he achieved big results (we are talking about 75k+ profits). I learned a lot from him and started to finally crush tournaments like PKO 22, Big 22 (for 5,5k), BB33 (4,5k) and much more. I also went to a tournament in England organized by 888. All that happened in the time frame 2018 to Februar 2019. After that I went on a huge downswing right now I came from + to -8k overall and I actually feel really desperated because I realize how much money I throw away because after getting suckouts or just when fatique hits me I start to play like the biggest idiot gambler. On big tournament series I know that I throw away like 500-1k $ in just 3 days My bankroll management sucked but the biggest mistake is I always come back to the point where I just make stupid plays although I know I have the quality to do much much much better.
I start every grind motivated but then I have often the moments where I just have some blackout and lose like 4 tables in 5 minutes. Its easy said to just stop doing this things but what is in your opinion the right way to get my mind clear?
Don't get me wrong. I'm not searching for life suggestions (I know there are also areas of improvement). What I really want to know is do you have any kind of lifehacks for this poker issue to stop immediatelly doing this s... in these moments without swearing around? Any advices?
It was such a great time in the upswing. At least i realized that I have gone to stupid and couldn't take the downswing as I should.
I am also considering to be staked soon as I think that I won't be that emotional than and will work much harder than ever before. One thing is obvously. After WCOOP I will definitelly have to manage bankroll as a grown man and stop beeing a p....
That's it. Sorry for the long text as a first post. I hope there are also a lot of other player who went through this or just need also some advices. Thanks in advace guys and gl on the tables!
I will do a introduction right after the post but I came in first place for one question and see there are a lot of more topics to stay here So let's get started with my question
As the title says I obviously have a tilting issue and didn't know who to ask for the best advice. Although I saw a lot of videos I am constantly coming back realizing that I did not solve the issue.
From 2013 to 2018 I wasn't playing much online (mostly tournaments) and had just the typical beginner downswing to 1,5k. When a friend became really good and started to grind as a stacked player he achieved big results (we are talking about 75k+ profits). I learned a lot from him and started to finally crush tournaments like PKO 22, Big 22 (for 5,5k), BB33 (4,5k) and much more. I also went to a tournament in England organized by 888. All that happened in the time frame 2018 to Februar 2019. After that I went on a huge downswing right now I came from + to -8k overall and I actually feel really desperated because I realize how much money I throw away because after getting suckouts or just when fatique hits me I start to play like the biggest idiot gambler. On big tournament series I know that I throw away like 500-1k $ in just 3 days My bankroll management sucked but the biggest mistake is I always come back to the point where I just make stupid plays although I know I have the quality to do much much much better.
I start every grind motivated but then I have often the moments where I just have some blackout and lose like 4 tables in 5 minutes. Its easy said to just stop doing this things but what is in your opinion the right way to get my mind clear?
Don't get me wrong. I'm not searching for life suggestions (I know there are also areas of improvement). What I really want to know is do you have any kind of lifehacks for this poker issue to stop immediatelly doing this s... in these moments without swearing around? Any advices?
It was such a great time in the upswing. At least i realized that I have gone to stupid and couldn't take the downswing as I should.
I am also considering to be staked soon as I think that I won't be that emotional than and will work much harder than ever before. One thing is obvously. After WCOOP I will definitelly have to manage bankroll as a grown man and stop beeing a p....
That's it. Sorry for the long text as a first post. I hope there are also a lot of other player who went through this or just need also some advices. Thanks in advace guys and gl on the tables!