My advice will not be that serious. Just to mention that they are all right and that is indeed the case. As others have noticed that you are at the very beginning, if you want to try another tournaments my advice to you is to deposit $20, no more, and act like you lost that money in that you will not be sorry to throw them into the river. If you can so easily jettison a $ 20 do it.
I did that, I lost my $20, and now I am playing freerools, when I manage to make some $1-$3 I play Sit'n'Go and try to make more and then I go to look for some MTT which I can play. When you see how fast you'll lose them then you will be much clearer how much is really needed knowledge, skills and money to deal with this professionally. When others play it looks much easy, especially when you watch on TV. When you see how fast you'll lose that $20 then you will be much clearer how much is really needed knowledge, skills and money to deal with this professionally. When others play it looks much easy, especially when you watch on TV.
Even professional players make bank roll for 6-12 months and for that you need serious money. Stay with freerolls while you get some experience, go on PokerSchoolOnline.com there you can find really good material for learning and also they have beginner bank roll where you can earn some ticket for Sit'n'Go and MTT.
And of course, here you can get a lot of help and be sure to check out page for CardsChat freerolls.
Good luck.