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ahfta
Rising Star
Bronze Level
So Ive been playing at FT for the last month, constant small uploads and then micro stakes grinding stt sng's etc... I know I know- Ill deposit ten dollars as my way of justifying losing it 100 times... I normally do alright, and double the bankroll give or take... but then I get cocky and my BRM skills (non existant) go to crap and I end up at a rush table doing good until I break even... I can only play smart poker when I am losing, Anyways past 4 or 5 days I have not deposited anything just as a show of self discipline (addiction issues ha) but have continued to play in every free roll available to me.. I have won a few BLT tickets, a sunday brawl, a few weekly freerolls but I always blow it before the bubble on the little cash games, its just agravating to sit at a mtt for 6 hours and get sucked out on a horrible hand.. I know its a freeroll and the hourly payout is 100% garbage, ive just been trying to get .40c to be able to give it a shot without breaking my rule on depositing... Im reading sklansky's no limit theory/practice and I have a couple phil gordan books that I snagged along the way...also I use pt3, trial version but still try to anaylze that and learn from my mistakes.. Basically, I am looking for anything else I can do to try and become profitable? Im in the army at Ft. Hood and many of my friends just got deployed so I am able to commit the time to playing, I just need to relax i suppose- Any advice/thoughts/help would be appreciated