Some questions from a noob
Let me state first the fact that i am a noob not a beginer, which means i am playing poker for a very long time but probably without improving (if i remember right it is around 6 years)
It is not because i tried hard and i couldnt, but sometimes i tried to improve, sometimes i discouraged, sometimes i even didnt play for months etc. It is not only for poker also valid for anything in my life, i am a student in a state university in my country (fortunately free) for 8 years and still 2 years away from graduating if everything goes perfect. I can easily discouraged from anything and everything and i got deppresive from time to time.
It is not that i am stupid but it is extremely hard for me to keep my psychology stable when things start to go wrong.
I don't really know level of my play, my friends who play poker says you are not bad but i can't know for sure because no way to determine it because i lost every bankroll i deposited so far and never ever withdraw anything, since poker is illegal in my country sometimes it is hard to deposit, sometimes it need third party services (netteller, ukash
etc.) and the fact to start with i am student (contrary to i have to spare, i need money instead) i can't say i lost 1000 usd in total all 6 years. It still doesnt change the feeling that i will lose ever and forever.
From time to time i gathered some classical prejudices.
*Can it possible to earn some money in poker, i mean the amounts to sustain the life ?
*Is all poker sites
are trustable, their algorithms etc, or at least the major ones ?
*If earning your life in online poker is possible, does that imply that also can i ? Is there ways to neutralize my pscyhological disadvantage or still win with it ?
*If all of the answers are positive, how should i start to improve my poker, how much time i should invest for how long to be enough for my criteria ?
*The chances for i deposit a big bankroll is pretty slim, and depositing and withdrawing will be problematic for me due to my country, free rolling or depositing small br like 20usd-50usd (depends on my situation) would it be problem ?
Thanks for your time, probably i have ruined.