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Your looking at the hands in the wrong way. Look at ways you could play them better.
The A9 hand is quite an easy fold by the river. I mean what do you put villain on better every street. Please don't over value top pair.
AK hand if you bet 3/4 pot on turn will get folds some of the time and villain calling with a draw is still good for us we're not giving pot odds
and most of the time they will miss and we win the hand. You gave them a free card.
Be critical of yourself. Did I play the hand correct rather than they sucked out . If you get it all in with AA's vs KK's and a K comes on the river its bad luck but you played the hand correctly.
Keep plugging away you'll get there.