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cotta777
Visionary
Silver Level
This is my biggest struggle,
a huge one at that, obviously I'm not undermining that.
On my day I can be a fearless player who is capable of causing problems for almost any player I can adapt and mix it both pre flop and post flop against top quality opposition even against massively profitable players from much higher stake ranges.
I will feel at ease on the table, sometimes as if the higher buy in I play I find another level and go into this zone.
There is this ability to pin point my opponent's range with precise accuracy, make both skillfully disciplined and accurate folds and brave play's naturally switching gears and portraying my image to my style anticipating every exploit I come up against to the opponent's skill level and playing style.
It's such an unstoppable feeling at times and I do become extremely tough to beat, I'll rarely fail to be around abouts the final 100 onwards regardless of MTT field size when I'm in that zone
I can't stress the importance of bankroll management and discipline.
But I still allow myself to fall victim to my tilt and I get such a high feeling by taking risks,
It's like a drug and I can't kick it.
I'll work so hard to get my bankroll up to 4 figures, and I'll say to myself... ''If you risk that $1500 into one cash game or several large tournaments, it's going to be five figures one day...
And I just cant stop myself.
The problem is I know what I would do with a 10k bankroll and I know how hard and how disciplined I would be with it.
it's just I want it so bad I am letting it effect my game to the point I keep blowing bankrolls I work hard for...
a huge one at that, obviously I'm not undermining that.
On my day I can be a fearless player who is capable of causing problems for almost any player I can adapt and mix it both pre flop and post flop against top quality opposition even against massively profitable players from much higher stake ranges.
I will feel at ease on the table, sometimes as if the higher buy in I play I find another level and go into this zone.
There is this ability to pin point my opponent's range with precise accuracy, make both skillfully disciplined and accurate folds and brave play's naturally switching gears and portraying my image to my style anticipating every exploit I come up against to the opponent's skill level and playing style.
It's such an unstoppable feeling at times and I do become extremely tough to beat, I'll rarely fail to be around abouts the final 100 onwards regardless of MTT field size when I'm in that zone
I can't stress the importance of bankroll management and discipline.
But I still allow myself to fall victim to my tilt and I get such a high feeling by taking risks,
It's like a drug and I can't kick it.
I'll work so hard to get my bankroll up to 4 figures, and I'll say to myself... ''If you risk that $1500 into one cash game or several large tournaments, it's going to be five figures one day...
And I just cant stop myself.
The problem is I know what I would do with a 10k bankroll and I know how hard and how disciplined I would be with it.
it's just I want it so bad I am letting it effect my game to the point I keep blowing bankrolls I work hard for...