Hey CC im kinda new and i need alot of help plz
Hey CC my name is Justin i been in love with poker for about 6-7 years but its not in love with me.I started at my poker room $2-4limit i did ok some nights i win some i lose.Than i started playing $1-2 NL live and probably out of a 100 visits i might have cash 15x.I never had a bankroll always just took a left over $100 witch i know is wrong but im 22 and married and money is tight.
I always played online never cashed out. Never really built a BR i just busted my bovada
account i hate them btw. i bought in for $50 got to $150 in three days and Keep getting my hands busted on river. Anyway not here to cry about it
I have read books just read SS2 I'm reading phil gordon little gold book hard read.I read every hand revealed. I have read little green book I have watch allot of poker high stakes poker my favorite.
But im still not a winning poker player.I dont really think alot when i play i just kinda take stabs at pots and i never believe my opponent has a hand when he re-raises me.I was always afraid of monsters under the bed.Now its the opposite.I dont play thinking poker i play reaction poker if that makes sense.
It's wrong 100% And i get lost in hands where sometimes i ask what am i doing?
I cant beat micro stakes i forget not to bluff play abc and just extract value i always try to go to level 4 with level 1 players.Same for $1/2 NL
And i am always curious to see what the villain has.I Just want to be a winning player and build a decent BR from little to work with.I am A HUGE FISH HELP! thx