have to say since that lesson i am much more calm in my play which also gives better results and alrdy grinded it back to 0.75just made a comment here 5 days ago and now 2 days ago i got to finally 80c throught freerolls and decided to pump it to in cash games and made it to 3.5$ in like less than 2 hours, than i stopped playing and decide its enuf for today. after another 2 hours was still to hyped bout it i decided to be greedy as hell and play some more and lost it all cuz i was tired unfocus and tilt from the starting lose. so i broke my mouse and probly hit my pc i didnt notice cuse i had a problem in my pc the day after that he couldnt connect to the internet so i couldnt use my pc for 24 hours...
how ironiclly, what a lesson.