I am not a professional in the psychological area. On several occasions I have dictated that I just play, my motivation is money and in the background have fun. Which leaves me always at an advantage, because I know it, I'm just saying I had some fun and that was the cost of doing it. Whenever I can play for a while.
In your case once you enter these in your zone. Bring a goal of what to do with the prize, a dinner, as a gift and start just looking at the rooms. Being in a state of depression is a disease, the most important thing is to realize that you are depressed or that you need help. Do not feel bad when going to a doctor for an evaluation and how you can help you to get back to 100%