time to pack it in
So I enter a $3 rebuy with about 580 entrants and spend about $35 in rebuys and addons and finish 60th...but only the top 54 got paid.
It's not only literally the 10th rebuy in a row in which I've bubbled. I played a perfect tournament with nary a single mistake and just didn't get results.
It's time to face the fact that I've hit a wall and will never be better than I am right now...and that my best just isn't good enough. I'll always and forever be a losing player.
So I've told the poker site
to close my account and use my last $11 to buy themselves something nice.
Because inconstancy is my middle name, I'll be back to playing poker again in about two weeks, if not less. The only reason I was put on this earth is in order to be humiliated by not sticking to a single decision I ever make. Our dear diddler God, Who "loves" His children the way a pedophile "loves" to _molest_ children, and Who in fact does nothing but molest us, has no other use for me. He gave me the desire for happiness so that I would do nothing other than suffer...and then be expected by the religious nutbars of this world to "offer up my suffering as a gift to Him."
But enough about that. I just wanted to let you guys know that there's no reason for me to post here any more...until my resolve gets broken and I am humiliated by playing poker again. Then I'll be back here and there will be no need for anything to be said.
F*** I wish I were dead.