I guess I am my own worst enemy also.
Was playing the satelite to the fergoson,(and no I didn't save a hand history).
I had KQ suited utg, raised 3 bb preflop. One caller middle position.
Flop, whole lot of junk, 9 or less and a rainbow.
I raise 2/3's, he calls.
The turn, no help, more junk, raise 2/3s again
He still calls on turn. I looking at board and thinking all he has is a pair of crap. (course I still have nothing)
River comes, no help to anybody in any way. So I push and he calls.
Had the second lowest pair on in board and called all that.
There was no way he got a read the way I played it, he just decided he was going to play it.
And then when I said something after(which I wish I hadn't of), he said my sixes beat you nothing.
YEP, I tilted, lol