It is pretty sick but you made the right move regardless of the outcome.
What you have to do is forget this hand and move on otherwise you may make a bad decision in the future, based on the outcome of this hand and lose more often.
That's the best advice you can get on situations like this, I'm real new to online poker and I find myself wanting to do things I'd never do in live games, online.
I don't know why that is, maybe I don't yet have faith in the integrity of the online games, not sure - don't know.
But follow that advice